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let's see. past few days have been filled with studying for ss and yeahh. preparing for eoy. still can't believe it's this coming monday. and i still can go online and BLOG. haha. ok whatever la eh.

anyhoos. met up with dearest kental sean yesterday. he was supposed to teach me sbq since he said he's such an expert in it. heh. but we just met and went home instead. he la. made me wait for 25 minutes. thanks la eh. i was already at my stop and the bus came already. but i felt bad if he were to wait for me without knowing i went home already. so yeahh. ME, being the veryvery kind soul, waited for him. haha. no choice. my handphone battery dropped dead on me. thanks phone. -.-

before that headed to darling jihan's home first to eat. we had two drinks and a set meal. macam sepuluh hari tak makan eh girl? haha. we special people la. buka-ed banyak kali that day. god knows how much money i spent on food for that day la. ohwell. it's for glorious food. who cares.

then, met iddy, ain and aslam to study. saw faris and others as well. the last time i saw him was like, last year's hari raya outing? haha.

alright humans. i'll end it here.
off to study. or maybe watch tv for awhile. XD

you said you'll be here forever

Thursday, September 27, 2007 5:12 AM back to top?
cinderella has got to go

i think online shopping is nice. been hopping from one blog to another. ooer. now i know why some humans are addicted to online shopping. haha. it's cheap and the stuffs are nice, eyy? and most are in good conditions still as well. ok whatever.

thanks sean for somewhat accompanying me through his smses when i had to go to poly alone just now. heh. i'm not dying or anythg like that dearest hayani. and i'm certainly not skipping school. something came up. and yeahh. do the maths alright?
:D it sort of hindered me from going to school.

ohwell. im gonna go to school tmr, obviously, that's if sean doesn't drag me to skip school with him. pay for my mc and i'll skip? haha. eoy's next week, farina.
-knockknock-

ohlookie. i'm having goosebumps. -.-

at night i pray that soon your face will fade away boy

Monday, September 24, 2007 10:46 PM back to top?
it gets so hard to walk away

I guess I gotta live my life from day to day
hoping maybe you'll come back
and though I tell myself not to be afraid
to move on but it seems I cant
no other man has given me attention
it aint the same as your affection
though I know I should be content
in the back of my mind I cant help but question

does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
baby I love you (like you used too)

I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away

and you know she'll never love you like I do

8:27 PM back to top?
it must have been love

yesterday with nadia, farah and illya was nice. (:
met up with farah at her house first since she slept and just got out of the toilet when i've already reached her area bus stop. haha. and who said who was gonna be late? then nadia sempat tidur also. illya also slept. aiyoyo. see! farina sorang jer budak baik.

anyhoos. first met nadia at tamp's library. we sort of studied a bit. then met up with illya at food culture. buka-ed together. it was nice. they all kental2. then had comments on how each other ate. nadia la. she was like,"farah makan muka stress." then farah tried to un-stress her face. turned out to be more buruk actually. haha.

and so, the night went on. and i have to thank them a lot a lot a lot for cheering me up yesterday. you babes made my day. (: i felt so buruk crying in front of you all. heh. but thanks once again. i love ya'll soso much alright? :D

and thanks to daeng as well. talking on the phone with him somewhat helped to cheer me up a lot. sean as well for being willing to meet up late at night to see me in my buruk condition. and oh. iddy too! but sorry in the end tak jadi jumpa. maaf if menyusahkan eh.

im glad i have so many wonderful people in my life who'll be there for me through thick and thin. really.

Saturday, September 22, 2007 12:11 AM back to top?
runaway

big girls dont cry, darling.
you can't tear me up.

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 5:17 AM back to top?
say i don't wanna be in love



had hiccups in school today. nadia and illya had fun imitating me when i hiccupped eh? haha. nevermind uh. later when you both get hiccups, it'll be my turn to laugh alright. XD

anyhoos. thanks farah for making me crave for fried mars bars now. the shop so far. lazy to go uh. heh. but it's ok. im willing to go the distance for dearest throat. :D im so gonna drag someone. -raises everybrow up and down-

i think im 50% stoning and 50% sleeping infront of the computer. and yes, sean. i'll sleep soon.

ohwell. hafta start mugging soon.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 7:34 AM back to top?
farina THE GREAT

humans have different ideas on being setia.
some say it's the ability to last long together.
some say it's the thought of not getting involved with the other gender.
such as the guy not flirting or getting to close with other girls and vice versa.
well, it's not either way. being setia is not about lasting long together. it's about how you make it last long. and it's not about not getting too close to the opposite sex whom you're not attached to. it's about knowing your limits on how close you can get.

haha. it's just a random thought.
talked to hayani in class about it.
and hayani was like,"chey. farina so jiwang sey."
it's not about being jiwang girl. it's just something that crossed my mind during maths lesson, apparently. haha. ok whatever.
farina can be philosopher la sey! :D interestinginteresting.

Friday, September 14, 2007 5:43 AM back to top?
a fresh start

twist and bend my heartstrings like you always do

currently am completing the web for project i. finally project i is coming to an end :D yeahh baybehhh! time to cross out project i from the list of to do things. ((x

terawih with nadia and farah is nice. (: makes you feel even more semangat to sembahyang. really. kinda weird. but yeah. haha. it feels good.

alright. think i'll end it here.
history essay is calling out for my name.

baby just say goodnight
i'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
i can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know i can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

Thursday, September 13, 2007 7:46 AM back to top?
!temptation



Temptation in my heart
I'm burning, I fall apart
When the night falls
My heart calls
For love and devotion
Temptation, I want you
Can you be my only one
When the night falls
My heart calls
For the touch of your hands


hayani has got me addicted to this song.
couldnt get the full version one at imeem.
and i cant be bothered to upload mine cause imeem will gladly cut it to 30 seconds as well. so screw whatever.

enjoy the 30 seconds preview then :D


Tuesday, September 11, 2007 7:16 AM back to top?
over you

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought Id doubt you
Im better off without you
More than you, more than you know
Im slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
Im finally gettin' better
Now Im picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought Id never get through
I got over you

Monday, September 10, 2007 6:07 AM back to top?
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