hush hush

it's twelve plus in the morning& i've got major cramps.
eff, wrong timing or what. feels like my insides are being squeezed,
stretched, twisted& tied into a knot. how am i gonna sleep in this condition? D:

i'm freaaaaakinggg bored& saabiq's currently entertaining me with funny videos
he's watching at youtube. haha! i'm glad i bumped into him at tp open house ;D

hafidz tak answer my call. nehneh :p

with ♥
Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:18 AM back to top?

ponponpatapon

thanks deedee for introducing the game patapon to me ehhh. heee ^.^
hearing patapon always make me smile. cute uhh! the little one-eyed creatures :D :D

with ♥
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:21 AM back to top?

a little dedication to arifah darling (:

stay strong alright bbygirl.
i'm glad to hear you're doing alright& i want you to continue
staying strong yeahyeah :D takmoh sedihsedih anymore kay.
he's not worth your tears. &no guy will ever be worth your tears (:
now's the time for you to focus on your studies& i have much
confidence in you. study hard kay& make all of us proud :D :D
keep smiling& enjoy every moment life has got to offer ♥
you know i'll be here if you need anything yeah ;D loves!

with ♥
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 5:02 AM back to top?

a better day

i have the sweetest of friends i swear (:
and i thank god for their presence every breathing day. hee!
hafidz takmoh takot eh. you're included in the list. cheychey.
confirm you'd kembang& burst when you read this. huahahaha ;p

i've finally submitted my jae choices. nak tau nak tau? i tell ehh.

1st- environment design (tp)
2nd- architecture (sp)
3rd- landscape architecture (sp)
4th- product& industrial design (tp)
5th- retail& hospitality design (tp)
6th- visual communication (nanyang)
7th- business& social enterprise (ngee ann)
8th- gerontological management studies (tp)
9th- biomedical sciences (rp)

there you go. made 9 choices only. there's more that i wanted
to apply but my maths (urgh sucks bodoh!) hindered me from doing so.
whatever. i've planned to retake emaths so yeah. if i can't get into my
first choice, i'm gonna appeal for experience& product design at sp
after retaking emaths or something. huhu. all planned out already.
i think :/

with ♥
4:42 AM back to top?

take time to realise

ahh, i'm so done fretting over results.
shouldn't be content but i'm content enough i didn't fail or anything like that.
so yeah. alhamdulillah (: *cheeeseeeeeee

life's like this
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get

alright. i'm gonna submit my choices soon!
Monday, January 12, 2009 8:12 PM back to top?

a moment like this

see, this is what i hate about updating my blog. after not posting for a longlong
time& finally posted something, i feel like posting some more when it's not even
the next day yet. understand what i'm tryna say? no? okay nevermind -____-

i know this is late but my new year's resolution?
(as requested by someone to post it on blog, heheh)

- to be a better person each breathing day (:

only one resolution you ask? yepp, only one. sweet& simple. huhu :D

with ♥
Friday, January 9, 2009 6:05 AM back to top?

like a boy

been long since i last posted. hafidz has been bugging me to update.
said my blog was collecting dust. haha, righttt. ader jer eh :p

o'level result is coming out on monday. and i swear i'm freaaaakingg
scared to the max (!) i'd panic like shit whenever teringat about result D:
maaan, i'd be happy enough if i were to get below twenty. but i'd be much
happier if i get enough to go into the poly& course i want. oh dear god.
bless me please :D

my choice of poly is of course temasek poly. &i'd certainly love to take up:

-dual diploma programme in psychology& early childhood studies
but i bet the points needed is 9 or below. but if i were to get that kinda point,
i think i'd rather be in jc. heheh

-diploma in environment design
here i'll get to learn architecture& things related to interior design as well.
jadi architect pon okay kan. big money bby ;D

-diploma in business
no comments on this (:

a bit of exercising is exhausting enough for me really. tried going up& down
the staircase& i was left gasping for air after only one round of doing that heh.
pathetic. haha, tkper. am gonna try again tmr. shall try until i get the momentum,
i don't care :p

met fairuz today. jogged for awhile. &after that it was more of walking& talking.
haha. caught up with each other. ahh, i miss that girl :D &many others too. but i'm
not gonna list the names here. ain't gonna be a-i-miss-(insertnameshere)-post today
yeahyeah.

maybe heading to tp open house tomorrow. i want to see hafidz perform. huhu ^.^
but i'm not sure if i'm gonna stay for jam& hop. gosh, my legs ached for a
few days after going to the previous jam& hop. haha

i don't know what else to say. aha. kay bye.

with ♥
5:07 AM back to top?