so i say to myself, what a wonderful world

yaye! i'm leaving for malaysia tonight (:
been long since i last crossed the border really.
bubblegums& food& shopping here i come! haha ;D ;D

don't miss me too much people. i'll be back by monday (: insya'allah
anything beep yeah. i have roaming, huhuuuu ^.^

till then.

with ♥
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 9:21 PM back to top?

right here departed

there's so many IT gadgets i wanna get a hold on. but these are a few:


that's hafidz with his camera, nikon dx60. i want i want i want!
was talking to him about it& he almost made my heart jump when he said
he can get (insert that type of camera's name i forgot) for me. i was about
to go all,"AHHHHHH. ARE YOU FOR REALLLLLLLLL?!" when he brought me
back down to earth& told me that he didn't mean it literally. -.-
oh hopeless dreams, haha.

&here's a choice of two phones that i certaily would love to get;


LG KS 360 baybeh ;D


Samsung Pixon with 8 megapixels camera ;D

you want? i want them too! :D :D

with ♥
Monday, December 22, 2008 6:19 PM back to top?

say it again for me

i'm gonna blog about yesterday cause i didn't get to blog about it yesterday
as i had a terrible flu& after taking my medicine, i soon fell into a deep deep
sleep (:

so anyway. did nothing much yesterday. watched tv till afternoon when dad
suggested to go to giant. was lazy to follow at first but alright. beats staying
at home& turning into a couch potato. heh.

didn't plan to buy much stuffs there but we ended up buying quite a lot. haha.
so typical (x dad wanted to buy steak so he could barbecue it at home yeahyeah.
sister& i restock on junk food (pfft, AGAIN) but before you go all,"gosh farina.
pig muchhhhh?" i bought healthy stuffs too okaaaayy. like my beloved HL milk ;D
low in fat baybeh. huhuuuu ^.^

after that headed to ws. was so unplanned but we did do some shopping :D :D
ini part aku suka banget. heee. then waited for haziq to fetch him home as well.
he went to town with his friends to buy his whatever, hypnotic bag he calls it -.-
more like you can go blind after seeing his bag. HEH

reached home nearing to ten. quickly consumed my medicine. &i slept before
getting to eat the steak ):

with ♥
10:05 AM back to top?

i've got a pocketful of sunshine

headed over to mak busu's house again today. was suppose to go there
early in the morning, like around eight with uddin& sufi but we all woke
up late. haha. okay no, all of us were actually awake by eight but we waited
for one another to give a sign on whether we were still gonna leave that
early& thus, ended up sleeping while waiting. stupid ahh. haha!

uddin& sufi overnight at my place yesterday. played some new games with
the uno card. FISHBALLZZZ, i didn't get to win any of the games we played.
irritating bodoh. &they were all like,"alamak. ina tak menang langsung eh.
ingatkan this round menang but kalah again. HAHAHA." -.- whatever ehhh.
i gave chance ah babe. that's why. HUHUUUU ^.^

so anyway. back to today. intended to leave early cause they were suppose
to have a street soccer match with uddin's friends at nine. but in the end
tak menjadi ah. haha. went over to mak busu's place in the afternoon instead.
practiced playing the guitar :D :D okay uh, getting a bit better. but heh, i'm still
at the basic-est of the basic. so bleargh :p :p then in the evening uddin made
hot chocolate. i still feel fat after some time of drinking it. yes, still feeling fat
at this very moment D: gahha~

around 7 plus mak busu called& told us to get ready cause we're going to
the forum perdana thingy at expo. we tried to come up with excuses at first
so that we don't have to go. but too bad, tak work uh. heh. &believe me, the
excuses we came up with a bit ridiculous uh. okay tak, banyak nyer ridiculous.
haha! so in the end we went except for uddin cause he's going over to his
nenek's house. kay tkper. lain kali eh uddin ehhhhhhh. MUAHAHAHAHA ;p ;p

i feel bad for not really paying attention when the forum was going on D:
was busy talking& eating with farah. we were freaking hungry i tell you.
cause the last time we ate was around 12 noon. how to tahan maaaann.
we're growing. we need food to help us develop. haha! yeah rightttt.

saw some people i know at expo. like NADIA LOVEEEE! ;D ;D didn't recognise
her in the first place. i was like,"huh makcik maner sia nie wavewave kat aku?"
after looking again, i realised it was her& started to go AHH OHMYGOD~(!)
i miss that woman a hell lot i swear! &i have to agree with her, terserempak-ing
with each other made us recall how much we miss the times we spent together.
the np crew& all (: ahh, sedihhhhh. we so have to go for an outing pronto kay!
i saw my ustazah too, after so long of not going to madrasah. HEHEHHHH (x
i do miss her a lot jugak! very the semangat when she ajar ya'know ya'know.
then i saw amira emran, my primary schoolmate. i didn't realise it was her till
i randomly turned around& was like,"amira eh?" hahaha. &etc la. tak kan nak
list all the people i saw kaaaann. OH, i didn't get to see aqilah but my brother
said he saw you! :D :D alamak, wasted uh. haha.

so now i'm at home. &it's nearing to two already. i'm tired& i wanna sleep soon.
kinda just got off the phone with hafidz. i must admit, today ended nicely for
me (: alalala farina happy ehhhh. reading hafidz's blog (which is suppose to be
quite private& personal btw, haha) made me have a few hearty laughs before
going to bed. yaye, i enjoyed today :D

with ♥
Saturday, December 20, 2008 9:26 AM back to top?

forget about the reasons why you can't in life

i want to go to my aunt's place in johor soon (!)
i heard they have three lil kittens there. i want to cuddle them pleaseee :D :D
yeahyeah i do love them super cute lil kittens. HUHUUUUU ^.^
ahh, i miss the food there too! nasi paprik i love banyakbanyak!

GAGA~

i'm off to play sims two ;D

with ♥
Thursday, December 18, 2008 7:59 AM back to top?

you're not here but it's okay

yeahyeah :D :D another job recommendation baybehhh.
i just have to keep thinking positive. remember farina,
"when one door closes, many others open up" ;D huhuuuu.
but this doesn't mean i'm okay yet. i'll just get really irritated
when i recall about it. urgh okay whatever :p

farhan just tried to prank call me just now.
irritating or whaaaaattt. haha. i was 3/4 done with my dinner
when he called. due to cancelling my caller id few months back,
i can't see the number thus will never know who called& whatnot.

me: hello?
farhan: nie farina kan?
me: uh yeah. saper nie?
farhan: tak kan tak kenal.
me: huh? *laughs. hafidz eh?
farhan: huh? saper?
me: *oh shoot. hafidz kan kat melaka. bodohnyer aku.
ah kay tkper. salah orang. saper nieeeeeeee?
farhan: i nak kenal2 boleh tak? i nampak your number kat dalam bus
me: yeah rightt. macam paham. eh siaper la? tak nak bilang tkper. kay bye!
farhan: eh wait wait wait. jangan cam ginie la.
me: ah kay. mepek tak layan. bye.

straight after i hung up, he called again.

farhan: tau tak nie saper?
me: tak tau la. kay byeeeeeee!
farhan: *laughs. nie farhan la.
me: *practically screams over phone. FARHAAAAAAAANNNNN!
irritating nyerrrrr! *laughs. i thought who la. cause you sound different.
farhan: yeah i know. cuter kan?
me: EEW NO. *laughs. kay, what you want?

&blablabla. haha. idk why i typed the convo here.
kay tkper. world, meet the irritating farhan who tried to prank
call me when i'm 3/4 done with dinner. HUHU.

with ♥
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 8:51 AM back to top?

i'm just tryna breathe

my whole house is smoky from the barbecue. no, it's not the charcoal-
barbecue-kinda thingy you see at the park. we're using an electric barbecue-er ;D
haha. long story cut short, the food ends up barbecued okay.

currently waiting for syahirah& my sister to return home with ice-cream :D :D huhu.
we're gonna make our own banana split later on. i've ate a lot but i don't care.
there's always space for desert eyy (x

might be following them to the gym tomorrow, idk yet. kinda malas to go.
but at this rate, i so need a lot a lot a lot of gym sessions. haha. damn laaaa.
this is one of the reasons why i'd much rather be working outside than stay at
home. it'd turn me into a potato couch who'd do nothing but eat, drink, watch
tv/dvd& rot plus decompose at home. yes, sad& depressing life. i know D:

ahh, somebody save me ~

with &hearts
Sunday, December 14, 2008 4:24 AM back to top?

go on and leave

my past few days suck to the core like it has never sucked before. RRRR~
i don't care if that doesn't even make sense. the point is, it sucks to the maxxx(!)
i hope it doesn't cross your mind that i'm a-okay cause i ain't. i'm not holding
grudges mind you. i'm just not okay over it yet.

you don't understand& get this, you'll never understand. so screw that. pfft.
idk why i'm turning this way. maybe it's the raging hormones (don't give me that
look. i'm just saying, tsk) or maybe it's just this phase of life i'm going through.
but whatever it is, whenever this issue comes up, you'll go yadaayadaa-ing
bout the same stuffs over& over again. i know okay. you so don't have to tell me
something i already know. it's just a momentary thing. the least you could do is
try to understand. but apparently you don't. eff.

fuck, now i have to look for a new job. my cousin's aunt's friend's friend
(haha, go figure) will hopefully recommend us. if we do get the job, then it'll
be at secret recipe at an outlet which is so not near from where i'm staying but
it's okay (: huhu. &kak fizah will get back to us by the end of dec as well for
the telemarketing job. not bad ah. 6.25/hour. i want i want i want!

dammit my eat-a-lot-like-nobody's-business eating habit is coming back again.
irritating maaaann. and i've just restocked my junk food -.- so not helping
la. bodohzzzzzzzz.

meeting deedee& geegee loveeeee tomorrow for lunch :D :D but idk if i can
make it uh ): dad's gonna barbecue outside the house. cool or whaaaaatt. haha!
plus my cousin's staying over at my place. so i may not be able to leave the
house. if can't then sorry ehhh. LOVES!

HOWEVER, on a lighter note.
spending time with lovely cousins can chase
the dark clouds away anytime, anyday. betol tak bedek ;D ;D
stayed over at mak busu's house when i was still feeling extremely gloomy.
(cheybaaa extremely perrr. haha!) headed to tamp mall one of the nights&
bought coffee bean's cheesecake while my cousins bought their belgian chocolate
&some puffs from delifrance. that was our supper, mind you. rabak or whaaatt.
hahaha. nak tambah the fats that's already more than enough on us. huhu ;p
on another night, syahirah& i had our own guitar practice at around one in the
morning till nearing to three. before you jump to conclusions, we played softly
kaaay. kitorang considerate ehhhh. HEEEE ^.^ i so so so want to learn how to
play the guitar la. knowing the basic-est of the basic only not fun uhhh. HEH

thanks syahirah& farah dearest for the splendid time together (:
sayaaaaaangg korang dua banyakbanyak!

with ♥
Saturday, December 13, 2008 6:17 AM back to top?

the hearts keeps telling you don't give up

farewell nite pictures :D :D


















with ♥
Monday, December 8, 2008 3:58 AM back to top?

one last moment with you

yaye farewell night today! yaye as in all of us will get to gather for at least
one last time (: one last good time together before we go our separate ways.
sedih kan. yeah i know. must keep in contact okay! :D :D

pfft daeng's in malaysia now. will only be back on sunday. thanks eh for calling
up to tell me last minute-ly. you'll be missed (: haha, i bet you'll flutter if
you're to read this.

shit, it's raining quite heavily at the moment. okay scratch that. it's just started
to rain freaking heavily. &i hafta meet dee like super soon but i've not even
showered yet. heeee. okay bye now.

with ♥
Thursday, December 4, 2008 8:14 PM back to top?

took a trip and left your love

thanks for the invite daeng ;D ;Dalthough it was so last minute and certainly awkward to be there with
his friends, i did enjoy myself at the pit (: so yeahhh. thanks! :D

ain't gonna update bout the pit cause i'm lazy and i hafta go off soon.
till next time then :D

i can't explain this feeling, i think about it everyday
&eventhough we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away
with ♥
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 6:54 PM back to top?