go on and leave

my past few days suck to the core like it has never sucked before. RRRR~
i don't care if that doesn't even make sense. the point is, it sucks to the maxxx(!)
i hope it doesn't cross your mind that i'm a-okay cause i ain't. i'm not holding
grudges mind you. i'm just not okay over it yet.

you don't understand& get this, you'll never understand. so screw that. pfft.
idk why i'm turning this way. maybe it's the raging hormones (don't give me that
look. i'm just saying, tsk) or maybe it's just this phase of life i'm going through.
but whatever it is, whenever this issue comes up, you'll go yadaayadaa-ing
bout the same stuffs over& over again. i know okay. you so don't have to tell me
something i already know. it's just a momentary thing. the least you could do is
try to understand. but apparently you don't. eff.

fuck, now i have to look for a new job. my cousin's aunt's friend's friend
(haha, go figure) will hopefully recommend us. if we do get the job, then it'll
be at secret recipe at an outlet which is so not near from where i'm staying but
it's okay (: huhu. &kak fizah will get back to us by the end of dec as well for
the telemarketing job. not bad ah. 6.25/hour. i want i want i want!

dammit my eat-a-lot-like-nobody's-business eating habit is coming back again.
irritating maaaann. and i've just restocked my junk food -.- so not helping
la. bodohzzzzzzzz.

meeting deedee& geegee loveeeee tomorrow for lunch :D :D but idk if i can
make it uh ): dad's gonna barbecue outside the house. cool or whaaaaatt. haha!
plus my cousin's staying over at my place. so i may not be able to leave the
house. if can't then sorry ehhh. LOVES!

HOWEVER, on a lighter note.
spending time with lovely cousins can chase
the dark clouds away anytime, anyday. betol tak bedek ;D ;D
stayed over at mak busu's house when i was still feeling extremely gloomy.
(cheybaaa extremely perrr. haha!) headed to tamp mall one of the nights&
bought coffee bean's cheesecake while my cousins bought their belgian chocolate
&some puffs from delifrance. that was our supper, mind you. rabak or whaaatt.
hahaha. nak tambah the fats that's already more than enough on us. huhu ;p
on another night, syahirah& i had our own guitar practice at around one in the
morning till nearing to three. before you jump to conclusions, we played softly
kaaay. kitorang considerate ehhhh. HEEEE ^.^ i so so so want to learn how to
play the guitar la. knowing the basic-est of the basic only not fun uhhh. HEH

thanks syahirah& farah dearest for the splendid time together (:
sayaaaaaangg korang dua banyakbanyak!

with ♥
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