all get better in time

i'm starting to forget about everything that ever happened between us.
let it all just be a part of my memory, a past that i would never look back to.
i want to focus on the future and live life blissfully. no more tears to shed.
i'm moving on and so over it (:

thanks people who were there to help me pick myself up again. it hurts to let
go i know, but if that's the best thing for me to do then by all means i'll let go
(: i don't want to hang on to something that will only give me pain and heartache.
this will be the only post where i'll talk about the pain i'm feeling. no more
sad posts after this okay :D

it sucks cause all you ever know is to say "i'm sorry", too much till it has
no effect on me anymore. sure, when you've done something you feel bad about,
that's the only thing you can think of to say. but sorry doesn't make things
any better. it won't change anything. but whatever, it happened already.
i've got nothing to say. it's solely my fault to have trusted and fall again.
but it's okay. i shall learn from this and be stronger and wiser in the future
(: a blessing in disguise for me.

it sucks too cause i had always been there for you. you know i had. i was there
when you needed support and all. but it's alright. i did it with sincerity. i'm
not asking for anything in return (: i wish you well in life. god bless (:

it'll hurt but it'll all get better in time (:

hafidz, thank you once again. i know you must have gotten tired of listening
to me cry like shit over the phone. haha. but thanks for being there like most
of the time (: i'm here for you too kay. we've got each other to pull through
any obstacles in the future yeah :D

with ♥
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