and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head



today is tiring but gym was fun. (: and my butt aches a lot today HMM.

omgzxzxzxz. i saw jamali and the other dude from loyang at the gym. like doottttsssss. -.- and daeng called just to say,
"YOU WENT TO THE GYM UH?" hahaha loser la daeng. and i knew you'd call cause obviously jamali would have told
you he saw me there. how unpredictable.

ANYWAY. this week's schedule is damn pack i swearrrrrrr. i'll be super tired so most prolly my mood will be cranky.

yay me (!)

okay ignore whatever crap i'm blabbing here. i'm sleepy and i don't know half the things i'm typing at the moment.

MUAHAHA OKAY BYE.
Monday, April 14, 2008 6:58 AM back to top?

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down



compasspoint with hayani was craaaaaazzzyyy. haha, can't believe we were so belo and all. and we bet the security guard was being suspicious of us too. plus my baju which made me look like a bandit eh yani eh. hahaha, okay retarded (x

ANYWAY, permentasan was okay. it wasn't those very serious dramamama kinda stuffs. there were funny parts and all. so yeah, overall it was okay (: dee, syahieda and me missed some parts cause we arrived kinda late. WHY EH DEE? haha, but it's alright. tell your dad i said thanks once again kay! :D :D it was very nice of him to send us there. your mum too! CHEY DEE'S MUM BLASTED THE RADIO WHEN IT PLAYED ALIFF AZIZ'S SONG LA SEEEEEYY. and she supports chris brown too! hahahaha.

i'll upload more pictures when i get them :D


Sunday, April 6, 2008 4:37 AM back to top?

oh i can live without you
but without you, i'd be miserable at best





found this online. the different thoughts of two ex-lovers;

boy: i saw her today
girl: i saw him today

boy: it seems like it's been forever
girl: i wonder if he still cares

boy: she looks better than before
girl: i couldn't stop staring at him

boy: i asked how things were going
girl: i asked about his new girlfriend

boy: i'd pick her over any girl i'm with
girl: he's probably really happy now

boy: i can't even look at her without crying
girl: he couldn't even look at me

boy: i told her i miss her
girl: he didn't mean it

boy: i meant it
girl: he doesn't mean it

boy: i love her
girl: he loves his new girlfriend

boy: i held her for the last time
girl: he gave me a friendly hug

boy: then i went home and cried
girl: then i went home and cried

boy: i lost her
girl: i love him
Friday, April 4, 2008 7:33 AM back to top?

that everything you had said to me
was just a lie until you left



today is depressing.

okay no. let me correct that. school was depressing. yeah, sounds better cause after school with yani and syahieda was just right to make everything/the whole day better (:

school was suckish cause it's like as if all the teachers gang-ed up and demanded for all the past homeworks today.
and they gave specific timings to hand it in or ask to stay back to complete the work then hand it in. like wth okay. plus there were two tests and all. the tests were okay though. but i sooo wanna redo bio. damn stupid mistake farina. SEEERRRTTUUUPIIIDDDDDD. rrr i'm annoyed all over again. screw.

ANYWAY, i had a good laugh with those two babes at bk. and the stupid, ridiculous conversations we had. hahahaha.

oh good times.
Thursday, April 3, 2008 5:48 AM back to top?

and my heavy heart sinks deep down under you
and your twisted words your help just hurts



the kentalkental incidents yesterday :D :D

so i went to school alone yesterday and didn't stop at whitesands cause dee's not going to school. when in the bus, turning to the whitesands' stop, i saw farah walking. so i decided to text her and all. she replied asking who i was with and stuffs like that. and by the time she told me she's gonna wait for me at the park's stop, the bus was already otw reaching dte's stop. so i told her i'll wait for her at econ's instead. then farah, kentally called.

farah: OHMYGOD! you so kental ya'knowwww. hahahahaha. i've been waiting for you at the bus stop
for around five minutes already. then when people passed me and asked who i was waiting for,
i just replied, "oh someone" hahahahahaha.
me: hahaha. you la. replied late. next time say clearly la that you're gonna wait for me. hahahaha.
okayokay nevermind. i wait at econs kaayy.

then while waiting for her at econs, i saw khaliesah and azam.

khaliesah: hey, who are you waiting for?
me: huh? oh farah. haha.
khaliesah: oh, she's at the bus stop waiting for someone.

HAHAHAHA! like how kental is that laaaa. then when i told khaliesah that the someone farah's waiting for is me, she just gave the gosh-you-guys-are-ridiculously-kental kinda look. hahaha, whatever okaaaaayy. mine and farah's brain just don't work in the morning alrightttt.

BUT gosh i swear farah was being super extra kental that day laa. it's like as if she left her brain at home or something. haha. nasib baik sekarang dah okay eh girl.

kentalkental incident number two.

we were walking to history lesson when we saw madam zaibon. so she told us to remind leon to meet her after school to take the test that he was absent for and all. so when we're back in class, i was holding nadia's phone and bluetooth-ing a song to my phone. then i remembered about the test thingy and called leon to come over
to my table to tell him bout the test la.

me: leon, madam zaibon told me to remind you to see her at 2.15 to take the poa test.
leon: oh okay. eh wait. how you know? -looks at the phone i was holding- she messaged you uh?
me: OHMYGOD LEON. no laaaa. she saw us then told us laa. hahahaha!

LIKE WTH KAN. kental nyerrrrrr. just cause i was holding the phone and all. -.- gosh leon, gosh. -shakes head-

so there were more kental incidents. but i'm lazy to type more. goddd, this is such a long post la okaaaaaayy.
5:47 AM back to top?

so since i'm not your everything
how about i mean nothing at all to you



new skin :D :D got the base of the skin from someone and i changed the skin to my liking and all. satisfaction baybehh. the fruit of my labour eyy. chey macam paham. haha. baru setakat buat skin. but anyway, it was kinda tiring.
figuring out where's the error and all when the skin goes horribly wrong. so now it's done. yeah okay. ya'll get it.

ANYWAY. today was such a kental day i swear. too many kental incidents happened. and most of it includes (drumrolls) farah darling. hahahaha. i shall list the conversations down in the next post or something alright.

can't write a long post today cause i have TWO blooooodddyyy freaking tests to study for. bio and physics. D: raaahh okay. and i'm still here typing haha. and created a new skin somemore. macam dah guarantee tomorrow confirm boleh pass gitu eh. haha insya'allah ;D
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 4:32 AM back to top?

always ending always over
back and forth like a rollercoaster



i didn't keep track of the date and didn't realise today is april's fool. hah okay. shows how ignorant i am to keep track of the dates and months :D

GAHH (!) i swear my neck cramp/stiff neck/whatever it is hurts a hellllll lot okay. and nadia if you're reading this, i bet you're rotating your head like there's no tomorrow. hahaha. whatever eh nadia. anyway, please recover soon neck. or i'll look damnnn stupid having to turn my head and body when talking to whoever. RECOVER OKAAAAAAYY.

i think i have to start revising on my subjects already cause d's (no i'm not referring to you DEE. hahahaha) already starting on his. like dotssssssss. okay no, good for him. it's just a matter of my ehem, ego. i want to have good results for my o's too kaaay. afterall, who doesn't? -.-

wth, mumsy thinks i have an eating disorder. PFFFFFFTTT.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 1:47 AM back to top?