you're just a sad song
with nothing to say

BEYONCE - FLAWS AND ALL

super sweet i swear. (:

OMGOMGOMG. i saw something which made me go, WTH!
and my jaw practically dropped. such a surprise really.
but oh gosh no. i'm not gonna say anything cause hey.
i know i'm a mixed up tangled mess myself. so yeah.
shan't say about others. uhuhhhh. but just gosh.
people really do change yeah? is it cause of influence?
or just cause of being put under certain types of pressure?
i wonder eyy.

the world's going upside down.
some people want to change to be good while others just.
erm i don't know. wanna do otherwise?

oh god. please guide me to the right path.
:/
Friday, December 28, 2007 4:40 AM back to top?

baby if you turn around
and prove to me its real

gahha. i wanted that everlast shoe but there's no size. -.-
so not human-friendly enough i swear. haha. ok wth.

anyway. shopping for school stuffs is done i guess?
left to complete homework that's still left stagnant.
ohgosh. i think i should start to dig my grave already.
hurhur.

ALAMAK. IDDY FINALLY BELANJA ME BUBBLE TEA LA SEY!
BUT THEN. the bubble tea 50cents lesser than normal eh.
haha. TAKPER. BERSYUKUR FARINA. alhamdulillah iddy belanja.
;D

bumping into jihan and her mumsy was like, WHOA.
haha. so unexpected. ahh, i miss that girl.
and i swear that message almost made me tear up.
thanks eh thanks.

- is so so so random really.
called just to tell me to go back to school cause im gonna be demoted.
kentallllllllllll. haha. he was too bored i suppose.
oh -. your brain needs a check-up pronto! huhu. (x
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 7:19 AM back to top?

second chances they don't ever matter
people never change

omgahh. the kambings wriggled their tails and all.
i swear the first time watching was like, -puts on cramped face-
but it was for a good cause yeah? and the kambings get to go to syurga.
best nya! :D :D :D

after that went to my grandpapa's house.
and we all watched true ghost stories in the afternoon.
switched off the light and whatnot. it was so kental la.
haha. they wanted to make it look like we're in a cinema.

kak zila: ssssh! kat cinema maner bleh berbual.
nak berbual gi luar. ehh! saper berbual kener tendang.
aunts: hahahaha. okok ssshh. -continues talking-
kak lena: alamak. muka2 nie sumer confirm tk bleh masuk cinema.
semua kener tendang.

and the convo goes on and on.
haha. retarded really.
Friday, December 21, 2007 8:26 PM back to top?

i can try to pretend
i can try to forget






3 takes until finally, a decent picture. haha.

went to meet dee to hand in homework yesterday.
headed to dte mcd first to complete the compre and dee was hungry as well.
wanted to avoid a certain someone and i ended up bumping into another someone.
haha. it was so retarded. only realised after i've passed him.

anyway, once mcd was starting to get crowded, we went off.
then completed the remaining stuffs in school instead.
BUT RIGHT. we ended up not handing in the hmwk. HEH.

AND FINALLY. sean's not so busy anymore to ask for supper eyy?
obit's been so busy with work, i swear. but it's ok.
he said he'll treat me one day. but i told him ONLY AFTER i've lost weight.
huhu. ain't life good when you've got a working friend? (x

BROTHER GOT INTO VICTORIA SEC YO! HAHAHA.
AND COUSIN SAKINAH GOT INTO TANJONG KATONG GIRLS'!
CONGRATS YOU TWO! HEEEEEEE!

and,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO PEOPLE IN ADVANCE! :D

girl, you're getting hypocritical.
i dont know if i should say it out to you now.
or just wait and see how far you'd go.
but for now.. :/ we'll see.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 12:12 AM back to top?

i try to hold onto a time
when nothing mattered





OMGAHH. HADY MIRZA WON YO!
hahaha. so unexpected. but congrats anyway. :D

past few days were ok. some shit occured.
but ain't gonna care about it. huhu.

meeting dee tmr to hand in english stuffs.
and maybe meet yani after that to do ss project.
homework after homework. i wanna complete them soon.
but damn, i'm so so so lazy to start la. heh.
only started on some. but ahh. whatever ehh.

my handphone's camera is ok already.
so HELLO PICTURES! ;D
Monday, December 17, 2007 3:26 AM back to top?

when i loose myself i think of you
together we'll be running somewhere new

yours truly
syahirah and sister
shafiqa


my two lovelylovelylovely cousins. (:
two people i know i can lean on and be there for me.
ILYTSM! you know i'll be there for you two always right?
till the end of time babe, promise.

personal talk with dearest cousins was love, i swear! :D
and i'm glad we had that talk. ahhhh.
makes me realise my mistakes and all.
i wanna be that good girl really.

anyway, i desperately wanna go cycling!
CYCLING CYCLING CYCLING. yes, cycling.

gee and dee. jurong? when? soon ok?
hols are coming to an end quick ya'know.
huhu.

yesterday's meet up though it was short, it was nice.
i had fun as well. more talks than studying ehhh. haha.
and oh. it surely made me realise how much you both mean to me.
and why i love you two so much! yeahh. ;D
Thursday, December 13, 2007 4:02 AM back to top?

i'm staring at a broken door
there's nothing left here anymore

WHOOOOOOO! handphone's away for service baybehh! :D
thanks syahirah for accompanying me though it was raining like abcdef!
gahha. and we both didn't bring umbrella la. leceh what.
can't blame us for that. hah.

so anyway, slept over at her house. how lovely.
i had a hearty laugh yesterday night. huuuhuuuuu.
;D

FAIRUZ! I WANNA GO CYCLING! but alah, the rain didn't stop.
soon ok? HEEEEEEEEEE!

i swear my brain doesn't really work when there's heavy rain.
and syahirah apparently has proofs. hahahaha. kentalllllllll.
i laughed so much yesterday. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bliss.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:17 PM back to top?

you had all the chances in the world
to let me know the truth

I SWEAR MY PHONE IS SO SCREWED. gahhha.
weird colours and whatevernot is appearing.
it's so off for service tmr. goodbye phone.

sufi is super kental. that dude always makes me laugh eh.
kentalkentalkental. ;p it's ok, i still love you so. haha.
anyway, followed him to make his ic today. and we missed our stop.
smart eyyyyyyy. so duhh, we had to take another train back.
sufi la. confident konon. huahaha.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST IZZUDDIN!
:D may all your heartfelt desires come true
and best wishes in all that you do.
senyumsenyumselalu. (:
muchlove!

HAFIDZ IS SO MEREPEKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
that gila toot who realises he's gila.
hahaha.

AND JIHAN, YOU STILL OWE ME HK PICTURES!
HEEEEEE! ;D see, i even bold and caps the sentence for you.
haha. i simply rock, don't i love?
Thursday, December 6, 2007 5:34 AM back to top?

and if forever's not enough for me to love you
i'd spend another lifetime

yesterday's outing with cousins was lovelylovelylovely.
we went bowling and omgahh, it was so much fun.
haha. i love those people banyakbanyak. :D :D
they never fail to give me a good time eyy.

after that we headed to food culture for lunch.
AYAM PENYET AT LAST! whoooooooooohooooo!
and fairuz, i think that's more terok than kfc.
hahaha. so much for gym. we both woke up late.
and now it's raining still. goodbye badminton.
aiyaiyai.

anyway, after we ate at food culture, we took neoprints.
so random, i know. haha. and i swear it was so kecoh.
we were acting like the whole shop belonged to us.
and when taking pictures, the dudes pushed around and all.
it was like a stampede in the photo booth thingy.
haha. but it was love! :D whoots!
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 12:48 AM back to top?

love's for a lifetime
not for a moment

yeah, i got to hug syahieda today! :D :D
i miss hugging that girlfriend of mine.
stay strong alright. just call if you need anything.
(: muchlove!

after that myrah and me headed to west plaza to buy bubble tea.
fairuz tagged along as well. sempat eh kitorang. haha.
the weather's humid. need iced drink to cool down ya'know.

anyway, just now was so kental. i wanted to call my aunt.
but i called nadia instead. so the phone rang and all.
then suddenly it was nadia's voice.

me: ehhh. nadia eh?
nadia: haha. yahh.
me: alamak. wrong number ah. i wanted to call my aunt. hahahaha.
nadia: i think you miss me too much right. that's why you call me instead. hahaha.
me: eee! no la. i think you remind me of my aunt. that's why.

haha! kental la.

i can't wait to meet syahirah tomorrow! wheeeheeeeeehoooooo!
mydarlingdarlingdarling. miss her too much already.
i wanna go eat at kfc as well tmr ehh. so go with me.
:D and oh. i owe sufi lunch at wherever. soon eh soon.
HEEEEE! i miss that dude always making me laugh with his
over the top kentalness. ahhh, misses!

and i miss talking to sean bout random stuffs as well.
that dude has been so busy nowadays eyy. with work and all.
and now he's at malaysia. hmm. just don't stress out alright.
you're the one who always say that to me. now it's my turn.
haha. take a chill pill dude. weird to see you stressing out.
so yeahhh.

and i realise i miss so many people and things.
ahhwell.

life's a bliss when you don't have to worry about all that.
Monday, December 3, 2007 2:40 AM back to top?

if tomorrow never comes
would you know how much i loved you

outlandish - callin' you

home sweet home. (: feels good eyy.
annual camp was ok. and i lovelove adidas!
my dear babies! haha. you guys were great.
and i'm happy that ya'll gave your best during the camp.
:D win or lose, ya'll are my dearest adidas groupies.

dearest syahieda, we give you our utmost condolences.
i wish i could be there to give you a hug. but i'll see you soon ok?
we'll all pray for the best for your sister. stay strong girl.
we'll be here for you and your family if you need anything. (:

guess it's true what they say.
you'll never know what you've got till it's gone.
so people, hold on to those you love dearly.
cause you'll never know if tomorrow never comes.
sometimes things happen when you lest expect them to.
this is what you call life.

ya allah ya tuhanku. tempatilah mereka bersama-sama
orang yang beriman dan tempatilah mereka di syurgamu.
Sunday, December 2, 2007 2:35 AM back to top?