if good times were to last for a lifetime
would there ever be conflicts in life?

ok. i'm sorry if i too, chanced on something i wasn't suppose to.
but hey, we have to admit.
if we didn't realise about this, it might just be going on and on
and eventually not make the situation any better.
so it's sort of good and bad in a way.
but whatever it is, i'm sorry.

i'd try to explain for the questions you've posted.
i didn't purposely walk out when W wanted to talk.
do you know how i felt at that moment?
there i was, calling her and trying to talk to her while she was going on
writing on the dance room's floor with i-dont-know-what.
i felt like my effort to talk things out was to no avail.
that's why i left. cause hey, why bother trying to make things better
when others just don't seem to be trying to do the same thing too, ya'know?
get what i mean?

and yeah, i was sick. and still am.
i've lost 4kg due to this, just for your info.
even i don't know what's wrong with my tummy and what sickness i'm down with.
but please, try to understand.

and lastly, no. i'm not willing to sacrifice this over friendship.
where do you think the thought of backing out came from?
we felt like if we backed out of this competition and things
would be better among us, then why not?
why the conflict and all just over this. agree?
and it's not like we didn't want to mix around with ya'll like old times.
but at this rate, where we didn't talk things out and think badly about each other,
won't we be giving each other black faces whenever we see one another?

however, i'm glad that this thing is sort of resolved.
i'm looking forward to a fresh start and hope ya'll are too.

and i give ya'll my sincerest apology.

till next time,
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